After 2 years 4 months and 8 days… Yes I am still alive!

Still Alive

Its taken all that time up in the title for me to realise that I couldn’t be doing this to myself. This blog was one place where I could open my heart out. Whether life was a kicking party or a lonely stride, this blog not just saw me through but also gave me the hope of a better life ahead. If I was disappointed with something unruly in life, all I had to do was to post it up here… and somebody would comment back, “Buddy… that was a great way of expressing your disappointment!”, and I would immediately feel much better. How the heck could I stay away from my support system?! [continue reading...]

Happy Independence Day

I was traveling from Mumbai to Goa today. My bus stopped at a restaurant… and here is what I saw and I instantly smiled :) [continue reading...]

Yeh Aakhri Alvida Na Ho…

More often than not, you have to learn to let go a few things in life… specially people you can’t hold on to forever. Sometimes for the better, sometimes because one day you want them to come back… while often because you have no option left. And whether you like it or not… in this school of life sooner or later you have to learn to say goodbye.

I feel the same today, I felt a few years back in memory… [continue reading...]

Kya yeh safar yunhi chalta rahega?

“Aaj khidki ke baahar dekhta hoon to wohi station nazar aata hai jahan se meri train kal nikal padi thi. Najaane kis safar ke liye nikal pada tha jo wapas wohi pe aake… aaj tham gaya hoon. Platform pe khadi us masafir ko aaj bhi utni hi kashish se dekhta hoon. Meri train ki taraf do kadam to woh badha deti hai… Mein use awaaz bhi dena chahta hoon… lekin…lekin phir mehsoos hota hai… ki woh to kisi aur hi train ke intezaar mein khadi hai. Aaj mujhe dekh ke woh muskura to deti hai… par phir doosre hi pal alvida bhi keh deti hai. Najaane aise kitne safar kar mein isi station pe kal aane waala hoon… Woh musafir jo aaj station pe khadi, mujhe muskurake dekh rahi hai… Shayad kal kisi aur train mein safar kar rahi ho…”

Its better to regret why you did it, than why you didn’t…So just do it!

Why infants like me dont like to go for weddings…

After a hectic schedule on a business trip and flying from Sydney to New York, moving ahead to London and then back to Washington, I took the next flight to Sitapur and then moved to Belarampur in a private jet, only to suddenly wake up out of the dreamy little sleep I had managed to get in the train after a sleepless and tiring weekend. I immediately checked for the existence of my luggage stuffed with stinking socks and briefs, few unwashed clothes, a kurta apt for my cousin’s wedding (that costed me as much as Bill Gate’s new house in Los Angeles) and a few hand grenades and time bombs (these railways just have no security in place!). So I cudnt afford to sleep and leave my baggage to the mercy of a thief… I had to be the watch dog!

On reaching Pune my Mom launched a full fledged ballistic missile attack of 2-3 Prithvi missiles and a few more of the Agni range. How the hell could a 22 year old mature adult forget to carry footwear for a wedding and walk in with only sports shoes? While his travel bag stinked like one of those tabelas in bihar he needs to be readmitted in atleast Class I or even worse in Kindergarten if he wiped his running nose on his t-shirt ever again. So without being entitled for a much awaited sleep I was sent to shop… I felt frustrated like an innocent guy who is jailed for 14yrs and on release is sent to prison again, just because he didn’t salute the jailor. That’s how life treats you sometimes… [continue reading...]



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